Huh, a new record

Wow, two days in a row...

So as of late, I've had a lot of inspiration in my life. All of it coming from many different sources. Some artistic, some lifestyle, some personality wise. All of these are, at least I believe them to be, changing me completely. I feel more drive now, more eagerness to see what lies ahead and conquer it. To try something that I normally would have totally shied away from. I am inspired by the words of artist whom I've never heard before. It's like my eyes are finally opening as a new pup's would. Now don't get me wrong, I was perfectly content the way I was; but now I feel so much excitement in my life. There are the occasional moments of trepidation and sometimes I feel like I revert back to my old self but I can't forget where I came from right? I wonder who I will turn into once I'm finally settled down from all of this. I hope that answer doesn't come for a while though.

It's kind of interesting that I get to see a relationship that's "working" from the outside. My roommate just got engaged to his fiance. I watch them interact with each other. It's like people watching people you know. There are times when I would say to myself that I would do things differently and it kind of makes me wonder, who is right? The obvious answer is them but I wonder if my ideas, wouldn't make them more happy. However I can't just tell him, "hey, go to a movie with her once in a while, she'll thank you later." It's kind of an unwritten rule that guys just stay out of other guys relationships. Definitly makes you wonder.