Huh, a new record

Wow, two days in a row...

So as of late, I've had a lot of inspiration in my life. All of it coming from many different sources. Some artistic, some lifestyle, some personality wise. All of these are, at least I believe them to be, changing me completely. I feel more drive now, more eagerness to see what lies ahead and conquer it. To try something that I normally would have totally shied away from. I am inspired by the words of artist whom I've never heard before. It's like my eyes are finally opening as a new pup's would. Now don't get me wrong, I was perfectly content the way I was; but now I feel so much excitement in my life. There are the occasional moments of trepidation and sometimes I feel like I revert back to my old self but I can't forget where I came from right? I wonder who I will turn into once I'm finally settled down from all of this. I hope that answer doesn't come for a while though.

It's kind of interesting that I get to see a relationship that's "working" from the outside. My roommate just got engaged to his fiance. I watch them interact with each other. It's like people watching people you know. There are times when I would say to myself that I would do things differently and it kind of makes me wonder, who is right? The obvious answer is them but I wonder if my ideas, wouldn't make them more happy. However I can't just tell him, "hey, go to a movie with her once in a while, she'll thank you later." It's kind of an unwritten rule that guys just stay out of other guys relationships. Definitly makes you wonder.

Wonderings

It's been a while since I last wrote...Sorry about that. My computer decided to not work for like a month. Pretty neat*

I often wonder, where will I be in 5, 10, 20 years? To be honest, I just want to know. What is it like to know that you could spend the rest of your life with one person? What happens when you meet them? Will I ever? I am only 23 but I can't remember the last time I've held a relationship for more than a month or two.

On another note, I am really excited for this summer. Colin and I have so many plans for climbing. We are gonna push ourselves further than I have ever been before. It's exciting to see what we accomplish by the end of this season of climbing. To see places and views that few people ever get the chance to experience is a thrill like no other. To have a friend who, on a regular basis, I trust my life with is a bond that is amazing.