Wow, so it's been a really long time since I've written last. I've never been really good with the whole keeping a journal thing. Oh well, I'm over it. So let's see, well, I finally have a job! After 6 months of basically waiting around I'm going to be a Professional Research Assistant. I'm gonna be studying a protein that is believed to be linked with diabetes and heart failure and trying to understand it so we can regulate it and perhaps even cure these diseases. That's a long way off though. I start on the 15th of Dec so i have no idea exactly what i'll be doing even. More awesome news, one of my best friends is moving out here in a little over a month. You have no idea how pumped i am about this!
On another note: I have a very restless feeling at the moment. I should be completely content and satisfied however for some reason I'm not. I can't really place why or what i need to do to fulfill this feeling. Perhaps i need a girlfriend or maybe i need to get HD (hammered drunk). But for some reason I need something more. Why is it that I am hardly ever satisfied. I'll be content for the moment but never an overall happiness of life being all in it's rightful place. Wow, i complain a lot, sorry about that.
So I was home last weekend for the good ol' TG and I was talking with one of my friends. He is studying to be a pastor and we obviously got on the subject of religion. He later asked me to write about my conflicts that i have with religion and science. While i was writing that down it really made me start thinking. The words that i wrote made me sound like i didn't believe in the Bible, but i do, there is just parts that i question. Is questioning the Bible wrong? Have I lost my faith? I don't think i have but to someone who read that paper I wrote they may think otherwise. Well i guess it doesn't really matter what others think as long as i still have faith.
Well, enjoy this little update