Yes yes I know it's been a while. Shut up. I think this blog needs to go in a different direction for sure. I'm thinking about a couple options. Not just a play by play of my life but something actually useful to others in the blogging/interweb community. Now taking ideas!
I've been reading a lot of the articles here at http://www.cracked.com/ which tend to be hilarious and awesome all at once. I highly recommend checking them out.
If you are a bit of a video game dork like myself, I strongly recommend you heading over to http://www.speeddemosarchive.com/ Here you see some serious skill at some great games.
Enjoy this update and maybe I'll not take 6 months to update again. But who knows.
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Monday, July 28, 2008
...(sigh)...
Well here we are, 1 month later. Standard procedure... A lot of shit has happend but really nothing worth noting. Do you guys really care what's going on in my life? Because I'll tell you right now, it's pretty lame. I get up, go to work, do the same thing for 5 days and then do something like go climbing, camping, biking, or drinking. I've been doing this for the past month. Nothing exactly exciting. Is there even anyone who reads this? Ok, enough...
So how is everyone else's life?
I wonder how truthful people are when they write public journals. I'll tell you that I definitly leave out things...
So how is everyone else's life?
I wonder how truthful people are when they write public journals. I'll tell you that I definitly leave out things...
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
An Interesting Article
http://www.the-scientist.com/2008/6/1/32/1/ . The magazine is called the Scientist (duh).
This article is an interesting look at evolution. Give it a chance... I know it's long. Anyway, please read the article and let me know what you think.
On another note; I've been thinking a lot lately of what I want to do with my future. Am I capable of surviving grad school? Am I smart enough? Sometimes I just don't know. I mean I could get smarter, spending all of my free time studying up on everything. But if you know me at all you would have to agree that I don't think I can do that. I do feel like I am settling down a bit I guess but still... When I'm at work I feel like I know very little and everyone is gaining knowledge around me exponentially while I'm still adding by 1's. I'm ok with being what I am right now, for the rest of my life, but there is a little voice inside me that keeps telling me to get my Ph.D. I would love to do that honestly. That would be my dream, that and have a wife haha. Honestly, I don't know if I can do it...
Thoughts?
This article is an interesting look at evolution. Give it a chance... I know it's long. Anyway, please read the article and let me know what you think.
On another note; I've been thinking a lot lately of what I want to do with my future. Am I capable of surviving grad school? Am I smart enough? Sometimes I just don't know. I mean I could get smarter, spending all of my free time studying up on everything. But if you know me at all you would have to agree that I don't think I can do that. I do feel like I am settling down a bit I guess but still... When I'm at work I feel like I know very little and everyone is gaining knowledge around me exponentially while I'm still adding by 1's. I'm ok with being what I am right now, for the rest of my life, but there is a little voice inside me that keeps telling me to get my Ph.D. I would love to do that honestly. That would be my dream, that and have a wife haha. Honestly, I don't know if I can do it...
Thoughts?
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Finally got my interent back...
Sorry all my loyal readers...all 4 of you. I have since moved, I'm all on my own now! It appears that I'm all growed up. Not much has happend in my other aspect of life. Same ol' shit different day as the old cliche goes. Kinda weird how that is always what someone says when you ask them what's new in their life. Or at least some sort of derivation of that. Is it because we are embarassed about how dull our lives are? Do we not deem our lives worthy for tale? hahaha.
Going down that last thought path. Imagine yourself in say the 10th century. What job do you think you would have? Given your current career path where do you think you would be. We all know who we would want to be. Ask yourself honestly. I believe those times required more courage to even survive let alone be the person you wanted yourself to be. This line of thought begs the questions; where and why did we lose that inner strength. Was it all out of simple necessity? Of course it was.
I read an awesome quote the other day in a magazine. There have been many spoken about climbing and I believe this one rings as true as any if but for me.
"There is something about grabbing onto rocks that allows me to let go of everything else." Climbing allows me to focus on nothing but the rock. I forget about everything that is bothering me. However; those troubles, in the big picture seem petty. Meh, climbing is good for the soul. End of Story
Going down that last thought path. Imagine yourself in say the 10th century. What job do you think you would have? Given your current career path where do you think you would be. We all know who we would want to be. Ask yourself honestly. I believe those times required more courage to even survive let alone be the person you wanted yourself to be. This line of thought begs the questions; where and why did we lose that inner strength. Was it all out of simple necessity? Of course it was.
I read an awesome quote the other day in a magazine. There have been many spoken about climbing and I believe this one rings as true as any if but for me.
"There is something about grabbing onto rocks that allows me to let go of everything else." Climbing allows me to focus on nothing but the rock. I forget about everything that is bothering me. However; those troubles, in the big picture seem petty. Meh, climbing is good for the soul. End of Story
Monday, March 24, 2008
Huh, a new record
Wow, two days in a row...
So as of late, I've had a lot of inspiration in my life. All of it coming from many different sources. Some artistic, some lifestyle, some personality wise. All of these are, at least I believe them to be, changing me completely. I feel more drive now, more eagerness to see what lies ahead and conquer it. To try something that I normally would have totally shied away from. I am inspired by the words of artist whom I've never heard before. It's like my eyes are finally opening as a new pup's would. Now don't get me wrong, I was perfectly content the way I was; but now I feel so much excitement in my life. There are the occasional moments of trepidation and sometimes I feel like I revert back to my old self but I can't forget where I came from right? I wonder who I will turn into once I'm finally settled down from all of this. I hope that answer doesn't come for a while though.
It's kind of interesting that I get to see a relationship that's "working" from the outside. My roommate just got engaged to his fiance. I watch them interact with each other. It's like people watching people you know. There are times when I would say to myself that I would do things differently and it kind of makes me wonder, who is right? The obvious answer is them but I wonder if my ideas, wouldn't make them more happy. However I can't just tell him, "hey, go to a movie with her once in a while, she'll thank you later." It's kind of an unwritten rule that guys just stay out of other guys relationships. Definitly makes you wonder.
So as of late, I've had a lot of inspiration in my life. All of it coming from many different sources. Some artistic, some lifestyle, some personality wise. All of these are, at least I believe them to be, changing me completely. I feel more drive now, more eagerness to see what lies ahead and conquer it. To try something that I normally would have totally shied away from. I am inspired by the words of artist whom I've never heard before. It's like my eyes are finally opening as a new pup's would. Now don't get me wrong, I was perfectly content the way I was; but now I feel so much excitement in my life. There are the occasional moments of trepidation and sometimes I feel like I revert back to my old self but I can't forget where I came from right? I wonder who I will turn into once I'm finally settled down from all of this. I hope that answer doesn't come for a while though.
It's kind of interesting that I get to see a relationship that's "working" from the outside. My roommate just got engaged to his fiance. I watch them interact with each other. It's like people watching people you know. There are times when I would say to myself that I would do things differently and it kind of makes me wonder, who is right? The obvious answer is them but I wonder if my ideas, wouldn't make them more happy. However I can't just tell him, "hey, go to a movie with her once in a while, she'll thank you later." It's kind of an unwritten rule that guys just stay out of other guys relationships. Definitly makes you wonder.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Wonderings
It's been a while since I last wrote...Sorry about that. My computer decided to not work for like a month. Pretty neat*
I often wonder, where will I be in 5, 10, 20 years? To be honest, I just want to know. What is it like to know that you could spend the rest of your life with one person? What happens when you meet them? Will I ever? I am only 23 but I can't remember the last time I've held a relationship for more than a month or two.
On another note, I am really excited for this summer. Colin and I have so many plans for climbing. We are gonna push ourselves further than I have ever been before. It's exciting to see what we accomplish by the end of this season of climbing. To see places and views that few people ever get the chance to experience is a thrill like no other. To have a friend who, on a regular basis, I trust my life with is a bond that is amazing.
I often wonder, where will I be in 5, 10, 20 years? To be honest, I just want to know. What is it like to know that you could spend the rest of your life with one person? What happens when you meet them? Will I ever? I am only 23 but I can't remember the last time I've held a relationship for more than a month or two.
On another note, I am really excited for this summer. Colin and I have so many plans for climbing. We are gonna push ourselves further than I have ever been before. It's exciting to see what we accomplish by the end of this season of climbing. To see places and views that few people ever get the chance to experience is a thrill like no other. To have a friend who, on a regular basis, I trust my life with is a bond that is amazing.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Spirals and Ladders
Life...huh. Yep. Why do people feel the need to play games? Why not just come out and say what you mean? I'll admit that I'm guilty of this as well. I don't understand it. Anyways I wonder what people think when they actually read my blog. To be honest I think they would think I have some issues. Hahaha, but we all do if you think hard about it. How do you know when you have found someone who is a person you should hold on to and how do you know when it's just not. And can someone please tell me what love is. I wish I could tell.
My title of this post is interesting, at least I think so. Wow, so for some reason I'm really frustrated right now with everything. It's kinda crazy. I think I just want my life to be settled. I'm actually really frustrated with this too.....
My title of this post is interesting, at least I think so. Wow, so for some reason I'm really frustrated right now with everything. It's kinda crazy. I think I just want my life to be settled. I'm actually really frustrated with this too.....
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